RANDOM FANFICTION

What's an OTP?

And. Myobi. I've known your characters for so long, they're real to me. I kid you not. What makes them like that is the fact that they're complex with definite strengths and weaknesses. AND. We never hear from Alex again after Shiboyou dies?! *Is sad for Alex T.T*

In a way, it reminds me of Romeo and Juliet... I was told in the very beginning, shortly after meeting Shiboyou, that he was going to die. Yet I can't help hoping that he'll be alright in the end.

<:'3 *happy tears*

Now that you know him, it's so sad to say goodbye...

By the by, an OTP is a "One True Pairing". X'D

My OTP is in my sig. x'D

My most beloved OTP's: AkuRoku, NaruSasu, SxA
8D


AND I'M SO SORRY EMMA. ; A ;
I'M SORRY I FAILED TO GRASP THE CONCEPT OF ALEX'S INVULNERABILTYYYYYY.
I FAAAILLLLLLLLLL. T-T
(And DUH they'd still be one of my VERY FEW [because I'm picky] OTP's, regardless of the facts I learn from you and from reading your series~)

NO NO ON!!! (Oh gawd, look what I've done.)

Most people mistake Alex as fragile because he's relatively... small built. (With one exception...) <XD You see him get shot in the arm and he doesn't even stop moving. (This is when Shi-chan gets kidnapped.)

O-OKAY. ; A ;
Yeah, I think I misconstrued him to be fragile because I always pictured him to be in stark contrast with Shiboyou. BUT. Him being tough as hell is fitting. XD

Shiboyou is easy to beat up. And he registers pain unlike our mongoose friend. X'DDD

It's okay. I'll teach you about Alex. >D

I know, like... nothing about Emma's characters. I know a teensy bit more about Carly's. And as much as I want to learn, I know you guys aren't going to sit down with me and explain everything when you know everyone else already knows. So... I don't think I'll ever learn, really. Considering even Christmas has missing and destroyed pages that I'll never get to see.

Ugh. Why am I being depressing today? D:>
Oh. I know. But I'm not going to say it because it'll make me seem callous, and I know everyone's already in fragile situations right now.

I'm not in a fragile situation, and you won't seem callous at all;

That's why we have the Memories of a Missing Snow topic now, Alleh.

Saying it is easier than just bottling it up. Go.

I guess it's just that you and Aara's little... erm... engaging conversation in the cosplay section is putting me on edge, because it's making me feel like I have to side with someone. That's why I hate when my friends "fight". But I know I've been guilty of it myself, so I don't want to blame anyone, because sometimes emotions just come out and we don't realize how we're making others feel with those emotions. But yeah, I read through the whole thing. And yeah, I understand what both of you are going through, and I can sympathize with quite a few things both of you are saying. But once again, for some reason things like that put me on the spot, like I have to say something to make you both feel better -- but how can I, when whatever I say can be misconstrued to siding with one of you? It's really silly, I know, and you may say I'm taking things too seriously, I know. And I really shouldn't be complaining. And I don't want to-- I'm usually mellow, I usually forgive people easily, I usually let things go and move on and don't let things hang on me for too long. But when my friends don't, that's what makes me feel weird. But it also makes me feel selfish because I know I'm expecting everyone to act like I do, to not hate and forgive and move on. But it's horrible to expect that of other people. And it's horrible that I'm making it seem like I don't have flaws, because I do-- I most certainly do. And now I'm ranting, and you both probably don't understand me at all, and I should probably shut up before I make anyone else feel bad, like Elena or Carly.

This isn't your problem, Alleh. It would only make me upset if you actually choose a side, despite whose side that is. On another note, I am perfectly aware of what I am saying. No, I'm not apologizing later about it. This is where I stand.

But it's not your problem Alleh. And if it's truly that stressful, maybe this is a bad time to be on the forums.

But my conscience doesn't allow me to just leave. Because I automatically feel like I have to fix it, like I have to make everything better. And if I do just leave, then it'll weigh on my mind for a while and make it impossible to think straight. It'll make me feel like I'm just brushing off a problem instead of confronting it. And I hate that feeling.

It's not your problem, therefore there's no need to confront it. Your only causing pain to yourself.